goodbye silly girl

i cannot understand why she tells own website to her some friends.
yes,she wants them to know about her more,but i don't think that is better way.
when starting the website,she told she would never tell about that to anyone,didn't she?because the website where she expresses her real intention,so i think she should do that.
but...the fact,everyone knows!! haha...
actually,i guess she likes to show herself.and she wants everyone to take pity upon her.
this is my thought,but if it's true,perhaps i think i'm right,how ridiculous!!

she doesn't know my situation at all.
does she know how i suffer?
does she know her own witless words hurt my feelings deeply?
maybe,she never knows.it's terrible.so terrible.

you,i've never meet such a fool girl.
you,you should understand myself.
and,if you notice your fault...it's too late.

goodbye,silly girl.


dear readers;
if you understand what i mean...probably you feel bad and hate me.but i don't care.you hate me,that's okay.sorry.

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i saw you were sick and tired of my wrong turns
if you only knew the way i feel i'd really love to tell you
but i can never find the words to say and i don't know why

i can't find the words to say and i don't know why

On A Day Like Today/Keane

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goodbye my lover,
goodbye my friend,
you have been the one,
you have been the one for me.

Goodbye My Lover/James Blunt

あんたなんか

失敗すればいいのに。

やば。

うーん…

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たった今のことなんだけど。

どうしよう、私は汚い。