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i had tender feelings that you made hard,
but it's your heart, not mine, that's scarred.
so when i go home, i'll be happy to go -
you're just somebody that i used to know.

you don't need my help anymore,
it's all now to you, there ain't no before,
now that you're big enough to run your own show,
you're just somebody that i used to know.

i watched you deal in a dying day,
and throw a living past away,
so you can be sure that you're in control,
you're just somebody that i used to know.

i know you don't think you did me wrong,
and i can't stay this mad for long,
keeping ahold of what you just let go -
you're just somebody that i used to know.

somebody that i used to know/Elliott Smith

you disgust me? i disgust...

i reveal my intention for readers.
you might feel uncomfortable and disgust me.
yes,i'm a good 4 nothing.
i must change...no,i must disappear from the earth.

but...i still think about it.
what is "it" ?
sorry,i refrain from telling answer.
i wouldn't like to break off.

now what i can say is i'm worthless.

ah,but even now i cannot bear...
none the less i hate...no,no,...mustn't say that...

why do you say like that?
in the world,there are many men/women who are in heavier situation than you.one of them is...me.now,me.
don't display how you're pitiful.
from my point of view,it wouldn't be much of a problem.
you just show off yourself.

oh,god,what should i do?

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it's such a different world now,
and it brings me down sometimes

if i make it back to you,
you won't see me crying

you don't see me crying

You don't see me crying/Neal Casal

how miserable

damnit.

doing nothing but putting the bad mouth on...
i'm wrong.yes,i'm wrong.
me,a snabby person,but cannot help speaking evil of...
what can i do?

i'm losing my way.

searching for the guiding light...
but it's too tough for me.

ah,my heart is dying.

how miserable.

no way

you're pulling your legs!

you said like that,but i doubt whether it's true.
do you still want others to take pity on you?
you always do that...it's boring.maybe everyone is boring.
do you notice that?

well,i guess you dunno.so you said over and over again like that.only to catch people's attention,you might do that.

thanx 4 your very pitiable story.
yeah,i know well,you're very very very very pitiful one.
oh,poor thing!
poor,poor,poor...
i describe you in the only word "poor".

oh,poor soul,you dunnno anything at all.

that's enough of your folly lip!!!

it's my soliloquy.don't be serious,readers.