oh,God

oh God,

please,

please help me.

if this situation doesn't change at all,i'll go mad.

もうやだ

もーやだ。
しつこい。
うるさい。
メールしてこないでよ。
電話もかけてこないでよ。
あなたの行動すべてが、私にとってすさまじいプレッシャー。

coming back home

i came back home from fuji rock festival.
i really enjoyed it,spent a happy and peaceful time.
when met dirty pretty things,i almost froze :) but they listened to my bad english with the patience,furthermore,gave me a hug!! i felt i was in heaven.their autographs is my treasure forever.thanks DPT,i love you.


from here,turn in a dark topic,please forgive.


i really cannot understand her attitude at all.
why did she speak such a rude word for visitors? does she have the right?
no.
she cannot have the right to take a rude attitude for everyone.
from the beginning,having a blog,we authors have to think about readers.
a blog is a kind of open diary,so many strangers see it.
if they have opinions about the topic,they can add the comment to that freely.that's natural.yes,that's natural.

but her attitude is lack of politeness.
for me,this is unbelievable.
and,i doubt her character.
i've saw her real figure.

possibly i'll step away from her.

i'm confused.

embarrassment

i'm little embarrased.
although i feel a kind of happiness,i get confused such a straightforward words.

hate?
no.

don't like?
no.

i might have to think this is happy for me.

but,

still i'm confused.

heartwarming

my heart is still warm and leaps up.

this heartbeat might be......?

no,don't be proud so much.

i shouldn't expect so much.

but...i cannot stop fluttering with it.